Getting a new oven & microwave would have been awesome, but it was not to be. And that is not a downer. When I get my next oven & microwave, they will be ones that fully meet my purposes.
In my current financial situation, it's essential to spend every dime wisely - getting less than I need would have sent to the Universe a garbled message I can ill afford at this financially sensitive time.
As things turned out, looks like it's win-win all around. My benefactor doesn't have to spend more than she'd bargained on. I garner the energy behind her kindness, and that's more important to me, more powerful, than any purchase. And because of her over-the-top caring support & sweet desire to make a difference, I started researching what BEST suited me. That's a rather unusual move for me to make ~ living a life directed toward realizing my fullest being is within my nature, but it was so NOT my nurture.
Finding the just-right stove & microwave helped release a best-self expectation I'd rarely, if ever, experienced before. Ditto realizing that the best short-term solution is to let my Budgemeister give me a countertop oven for Mother's Day (big enough to bake bundt cakes!), rather than having anyone buy something that falls short of what I need in the long run. Unless any purchase is spot on, there are other expenses that need addressing before this; getting less than what is truly right would have generated bad vibes when it comes to resolving money issues left over from a decade of upheaval.
That not make sense to most people, but it does to ME.
Because of all that happened - and it's all good - found an easy solution that's reasonably affordable AND a tax right-off! So, see - make the right choice, take the best step (however lunatic it may seem to others), and it all works out.
Kismet!!!
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